Friday, September 24, 2004
firstly wanna sae congrats to ellia n apek n aro n hueva else hus in the jawatankuasa mldds tpjc! strive hard n make next yr menifest as gd as dis yr!
aniwaes, woke up at ard 8+ 9.. din reli haf a gd slp ar.. sumhow woke up feeling very stone.. dunno y.. arrive skool n see no one at sc.. so decided to continue reading my lit book since i stopped reading it in the bus.. i mean wad for waste my time juz looking ard at senseless stuffs rite? do sumthing better.. start studying since for the past few weeks ive been saying i mus study bt hafnt reli take a step in doing tat so im gonna start now.. lyk my etacher sae its better to start now then never starting at all n then u'll regret.. so true.. i wanna get promoted i guess.. i donwan to dissapoint my parents na unts n uncles hu put so much high hopes on me.. i wan them to b proud n hapie..
sumtimes i wonder.. y m i in a jc? y do i study hard? is it for myself? or is it juz for my parents n my relatives? i noe tat half of the success ive worked for to get into jc is bcos of their expectations for me.. i mean, i do wan to go jc since im in primary skool.. alwaes wanted too.. haf alwaes imagine myself in their uniform.. bt as i grow up, the motivation tat drives me to wan to pass n go to jc is my parents n relatives.. i guess leh ckp im their 'harapan' ar.. as long as dis motivation is still instil in me, i guess i'll continue to persevere thru every difficulty.. :) yea.. outz for now
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